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Spring Renaissance

2/25/2015

 
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February 28 ~ First Week


Dear old and new friends,

     The historical death of the religion which includes that of our church is naturally sorrowful, if not unbelievable, especially since there is nothing we personally can do to forestall this inevitable event. Jesus had to die, and we each must and will die. So, too, our religious church must undergo a necessary death if it is to experience a recreation, a new dynamic birth of life.

     Our vocation at this historic time is to be hospice caregivers by loving our departing dying church while simultaneously being midwives in welcoming whatever is to be birthed from this awesome pregnant Mystery. These twin but different vocations call for tender compassion and loving gratitude for the gifts we’ve received from our dying religion. The death of who and what we love arouses anger since it is beyond our control. Let us not be angry, but rather embrace the dark mystery of death as the doorway to new life.

     Last week’s reflection suggested the practice of jugular prayer where you place your fingers on your throat and feel the throbbing of blood-Life flowing within you. Your small heart, weighing only about half a pound, will 60 seconds every day and night, week in and week out, pump 5 quarts of nourishing Life-God throughout your body—an amazing marvel worthy of daily gratitude. In this Spring Renaissance we have suggested that “Life” is a more inclusive and descriptive name for God, and scripture also tells us it is Love. Aware how that Divine Love is throbbing day and night at our fingertips this week’s Spring Renaissance resolution will focus on love.

     So resolve to transform your daily loving from an intellectual concept devoid of emotion into a living, breathing, tangible reality. For example, when we speak of loving our neighbor, or even God-Life, that love is usually cerebral and rational. We need to make our love of creation and others, the poor and strangers, into something physical, touchable and real. Find your inspiration in two elderly lovers whose loving after forty years has evolved beyond the sexually passionate to the compassionate companionship of untiring, mutual care of one another.

     The second resolution of this Spring Renaissance of Loving is to make ourselves more loveable! Yes, because we live in a highly mechanized, computerized society where we can easily become automatic, impersonal and mindless in our routine dealings with others. But you and I are walking flesh tabernacles of the Divine Mystery! By being more lovable in a warm, friendly, kind and considerate way to everyone, especially those working in the service industry, we can be living, smiling and loveable channels of Divine Love to those who can easily feel insignificant, lonely and unappreciated by being underpaid.

               ~ For those with old Catholic Lenten backgrounds ~

     The grimness of Old Lent is tattooed on our souls in Jesus words, “Repent, the kingdom of God is at hand. Repent and believe in the Good News” (Mark 1, 15). Repent meant to ask forgiveness for our sins, and if we didn’t have any we had to dredge up old and long-ago forgiven ones. As a result Confession became an important if not major activity of a good Lent, along with a grieving heart opening our old wounds of guilt.

     But to repent can also mean to change, to undergo a conversion. So Jesus’ quote should have been, “Repent, repent, repent,”…exalting that a healthy spirituality of conversion or change must be a continuous and ongoing lifetime work.

     In our Spring Renaissance, repent means, “spring house cleaning.” It requires a radical clean-up, a drastic scrubbing out of whatever is dead and dying, which can include our spiritual practices that no longer nourish a prophetic lifestyle. It means a new identity. If you still wish to be a Catholic, then become a convert…a Catholic Converter who is constantly being rehabilitated and liberated from the old. This evokes broad changes as even your citizenship changes from American to global citizen and your religion from Christian to Cosmic Christian, or pan-religious to include all earth’s religions. Your old dogmas of religious superiority and competition are transformed into those of constant cooperation and communion. If you believe Lent should be penitential, then I assure you that if you have a real conversion, a radical spring life and house cleaning, it will be!

Ash Wednesday, Normal Wednesday or Haunted Wednesday?

2/18/2015

 

Ash Wednesday, Normal Wednesday or Haunted Wednesday?


Dear old and new friends,

     If you are a monk, woman religious or one who faithfully attends church that’s an easy question to answer! It’s Ash Wednesday, the beginning Lent’s forty days—a day to fast, pray and abstain from meat as you’ve done in the past.

     If you are not religious, today is just an ordinary Wednesday.
     
     However, if you belong to the majority (the two-thirds) who no longer regularly attend church, today can easily be a “haunted” Wednesday. The very name arouses purple ghostly memories of former days of penances and self-denial. These ghosts of guilt can trouble your conscience about what you should be doing today and in the coming forty days. Yet know that to attempt to go back today into the Lent of former days will be easier said than done! Institutional religions are evaporating before our eyes. In our culture, one rarely hears of God or prayer mentioned in daily speech. So be prepared to engage in a spiritual work in a non-religious social environment. In such a situation, if you desire to do something spiritual this Lent, consider becoming a Lenten God spy!

     Go about your ordinary life as a secret agent living in some antireligious dictatorship that forbids any expression of religion. Indeed this would require creativity, but a suggestion for a clandestine, secret ritual comes from the Prophet Mohammed. The Prophet says God is closer than the vein in your neck. So consider the following as your Lenten practice: Place your first and second fingers on your throat's jugular vein and linger there as you feel the vigorous throbbing of life within you. This is a sensual affirmation that God, better named “Life,” is not distant or remote but is pulsating within you and asks the silent question, “What is your response to this mystic presence?” Your response to this question could be your Lenten activity. This simple touching of your jugular vein could simply in itself, if performed several times devoutly each day, be your Lenten work.

     This simple, silent, sensual touch can also profoundly awaken you to Life’s perpetual attention to you and your needs that naturally invites you to deep loving gratitude.

     Use it whenever you are in need of God's presence, whenever you feel yourself sinking ever deeper in the quicksand of an argument or trapped in a no-win discussion, or in any difficult encounter. Use it in the crowded shopping mall, at your desk and driving home from work. Prayer rituals and postures we know greatly influence the mind and heart. As one of God's secret agents you need not drop to your knees or piously fold your hands to pray.

     Simply placing your two fingers on your jugular vein you can secretly and silently be in communion with your beloved God throbbing at your fingertips.

The Song of Forever

2/11/2015

 

The Song of Forever

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Forever is a holy word
     I've stolen from God's vocabulary
     that I dare to utter
     when speaking of my love for you.

From the ten thousand names of God,
     with lips trembling in fear,
     I have chosen Forever
     to sing of my love for you.

Idolatry — to make human love divine
     and put it on par with God.
No, not idolatry, but identity,
     for love and God are one
     when love longs to be Forever.

O You who never created love,
     but are Love, and Love-Forever,
     gift me with Your sacred heart
                                                            to love You, and my beloved,
                                                                     Forever, Forever.
                        
                                                          
     From the beginning, God wedded human love and God-love together as one and the same — even when human loving falls short of forever. Gratefully, human love is awakened to its Godhood whenever such love struggles to be forever.

     The tree of love can withstand all storms, droughts and disasters when its roots are entwined around the God-Stone at the center of the Earth. Love's zero gravity is made stable by being thus grounded in Ground Zero. Each time "Forever" is whispered in the darkness, it sends the roots of love racing to encircle more tightly the Sacred Stone.

     So anchored in Love, our loves can withstand the dry desert winds of routine, the twisting tornadoes of emotional differences, infidelity and workaday chaos.

     Forever — let us say it slowly, say it full of meaning, say it as one of the holy names of God.

Broken Hearts Day

2/4/2015

 

Broken Hearts Day

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Dear old and new friends,

      One week before Valentine’s Day should be the much needed celebration of the Day of Broken Hearts! It would commemorate those who have suffered a painful bankruptcy of a love affair or the loss of something dearly desired. Red hearts and romantic images present everywhere before Valentine’s Day can be sad reminders of a former love or lover. Florist and chocolate merchants’ romantic advertisements can easily tear off the scab on a wound of a fractured relationship.

      Those injured by an unwelcomed conclusion of a love affair in which they had deeply invested themselves can suffer excruciating pains of loss, rejection and depression. Who personally has not at some time in their life suffered a cracked heart or have known someone who had? Literature, the theater and country songs frequently depict the tearful anguish of a love affair smashed into pieces. In an English cemetery is a tombstone dated 1845 inscribed, “Forget all feuds, and share an English tear, o’er English dust, a broken heart lies here.” Television commercials abound in new improved medical cures for every sort of pain and affliction…except a broken heart. I also don’t recall any fairy tales in which someone finds a magical cure to heal a heart cracked into pieces. For those presently suffering this incurable ancient heart problem be hopeful, for help is possible today.

      Psychology professor Walter Mischel of Columbia University believes that since psychological pain is quite similar to physical pain one can use aspirin or ibuprofen to help heal either one! Since the same area of the brain is activated when your lover rejects you as when you hurt your arm he prescribes common aspirin in light of clinical tests which have proven it can help heal a lover’s rejection better than those given a placebo. Ibuprofen or aspirin can help reduce your emotional pain and depression if…if…you do not discuss your break up with your friends or personally revisit memories of that excruciating experience.

      Whenever you unconsciously think thoughts of your ex-lover, briefly and sincerely pray for her or his peace and happiness. Then with steely tenacity think of something else. Prayerful wishes for a former lover, plus good brain laundry, will slowly cause that painful sense of rejection to dissipate.

      The death of a beloved after many years of faithful loving causes not a broken but an amputated heart! Find comfort from the inconsolable pain in the fact that we live in an evolutionary universe where quantum physics declares the mind’s devised dualities do not exist: i.e., them and us, heaven and earth, and death and life! As human bodies we feel separate, different from others. Yet in reality we’re part of an unbroken, undivided whole. Quantum entanglement is the term for when two bodies, even when separated at a distance, instantaneously influence each other. Let photos, old gifts and treasured keepsakes of your deceased beloved be powerful holy relics that radiate their invisible presence. When a quantum theory theologian was asked where our beloved dead are, he answered, “They’re right here, all around us in a parallel existence!”

      Whenever you desire to be with your deceased lover, with love-soaked desire reach out your open hand into the space around you, close your eyes and believe.

                           “A billion stars go spinning through the night
                           blazing high above your head.

                           But in you is the presence that
                           will be, when all the stars are dead.”  

                                              —Rainer Maria Rilke


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